There have been a few times in my life when my ability to listen has coincided with gods plan for me. I’m referring to the feeling of being called. It’s a gut wrenching feeling of absolute clarity. My heart tends to beat at an utterly disturbing pace and I’m overwhelmed with the undeniable knowledge of what is right and what is wrong. I’ve never had god speak to me more clearly than in these moments when he decides to use me for his purpose. It’s hard. But also my divine privilege. House church tonight reminded me of that. I don’t want to deny my god or my faith with any part of my being so I’m going to walk his way.
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